Paralysed by fear of worthiness

So I have not written a blog in so long because life was teaching me a few lessons in order for me to wake up and give myself the things I deserve. Now, this doesn’t mean that I have figured it all out now. Nope!

I woke up this morning feeling heavy, almost like I couldn’t move. I felt I was mentally and physically paralysed. I tried to get up but I just couldn’t, and even though  I commanded my brain to move my body was stuck to Positive Life Quote Pictures to Share on Facebook, Social Media, Blogthe mattress. I started crying, what is it, that makes me feel so paralysed, why do I always have to go through this every end of the week. And by this I mean the feeling of not being completely satisfied with what I have achieved and what I have done that week.

The thing with me is that I have so much knowledge about so many things, especially the things that I want to do in life, yet I still feel that I am not worthy enough to do it. And this is where I thought I need to start doing some self-love exercises and some self-love-LOVE for myself. So here I am, documenting what I will be going through. Even Though this is way out of my comfort zone, I know that I can help someone with this.

I know what it feels like to be stuck somewhere and not knowing how to move forward. Even if we want to ask people for help it is hard! Because we don’t even know what exactly is going on within us. And this is the battle that I am facing now as well, I know where I want to go, I just feel lost reaching my destination.

26 Inspirational Quotes to Change Your Life - Elyse SantilliBut I have decided for myself today, and that is why I am writing this blog as well. Till here and no more! I am worthy of every little thing that I want to have in my life and all the beautiful things that life has to offer. There is not one human being better than the other to get all the great things in life while other people suffer from depression and anxiety as well as mental health. There must be a way for all of us to see that we ARE WORTHY OF LIFE GREATEST GIFTS!

I read a quote somewhere, not sure exactly who wrote it, but it said the following:

You get in life what you think you deserve.

And THIS one hit home for me, this was the quote that made me realize that everything I was experiencing in life was because I believed I had to go through it!!!! ANYWAYS long story short, I will be documenting my journey through this blog and on Instagram. Feel free to follow me and see what you can benefit from and what now. If you have some tips and tricks for me and things that are good to share with the rest please let me know.

My first step now is journaling and tonight I will start again 🙂

Bad Karma Works For No One

We all have experienced a situation where another human being had hurt us or put us in a bad or negative situation.

The funny thing that people say is “One day they will feel the way I feel now” or “It will come back to them and they will regret doing this to me” or “I hope that this person will get what he/she has put me through”.

Something that I have found out through my experience is that BAD KARMA WORKS FOR NO ONE. It is self employed, it is not going to work for you so that you get to see the other person suffering the way you have or wishing it will be worse for them. It is not nice to be put in a situation where you get hurt or where you experience sadness or anger. But it is even worse to wish for someone else, BAD KARMA.

Karma is energy, it matches the energy that you put out and brings it back to you. “What goes around comes around”. The person that might have hurt you will get what they deserve whether it is worse or as painful based on what they have put out. Maybe they regret the way they made you feel, maybe it is unconsciously done, maybe they did not know that they have hurt you. Whatever the case, their (bad) Karma will come to them, and FORTUNATELY, it will NOT be according to your wishes (don’t feel bad, it’s all good).

You are angry and upset, you have been hurt and maybe heartbroken, but you have to just wish them all the best move on. Focus on your own Karma, Wishing or hoping something bad is going to happen to someone else is the exact energy that you are putting out and therefore, don’t be surprised when you meet another person that is giving you a hard time. So don’t try and do the job for Karma, you will not be able to do it, you don’t even know how to do it or what to do. If anything, you will cause yourself more harm than just letting it go.

You want revenge? Forgiveness is key!!! Just forgive whatever happened and move on. After being in a difficult relationship, having difficulties at work with someone, your friend neglecting your or any situation that includes people and them making you feel bad, just focus on what you love. Watch my video on my YouTube channel for more, click here to be directed. It will help you to move forward.

Again… Forgiveness is key! Have peace with whatever happened, drop it, and leave it behind.

All is well. Life is good. God is great ❤